| Merg.. thoughts.. yeah.. totally not enough for my NanoWrimo.. but eh. |
[Nov. 2nd, 2008|11:34 pm] |
What if happiness is not caused by myself but by a heart's desire to feel pressure for simplicity.
What if the whole reason behind being dumbstruck and confused all the time is because we are always looking for a way to make something more simplistic than what we have already experienced. Rather than seeing something for as simple as it could be and what could make it harder; we think about what we are going through at the moment and not how simple it is.
As much as we all strive for happiness, me included, we have missed exactly what makes us happy. Simple things... Simple things that are made confusing because we make them more difficult than they actually need to be.
Take love for a first example. Love is one of the first human emotions we feel. We feel it when we are first born... Whether from your mom or from the hands of the person delivering you. Either way they have to love what they are doing. The mom normally loves the Baby as soon it is seen and the Baby tends to pick up on that. If it's the doctor, the good ones, they love what they are doing. Baby's pick up on that... which means we are instilled with the sense to feel love. Because Love is the simplest thing to understand, that is how babies understand it.
The problem with Love is that fact we over complicate things. we have a feeling that everything must be harder than it seems. Everything must have more to it. What if we let ourselves feel for a second without thinking about what it is that could be behind things.
I am not saying to think without doing... but when it comes to simple things.. let them be simple. don't overwork yourself. Don't make yourself weaker and more confused before you even get to feel a pinch of the feeling. You'll never know if it was hard till you get to the end. So till you get there tell yourself that for now, THIS is the simple stuff, This is the stuff at the beginning of it all. I can do it if I just remember that it is simple and that hard is to be decided at the end of a battle not at the beginning.
Think about.. I have been all day. It's not hard to make things simple if you stop thinking about it and just go with it... It's only hard when you start to think why it could be hard and what has made it hard in the past.
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